New Laptop...xD

I got my MacBook Pro today...xD....siok~~~haha!!!...xD..:)

Inpiring night...

I went to Cititel hotel today to attend a thanks giving ceremony by legency ( insurance agency which MX working for)........ I had my whole night there from 6 to 11pm......it was a great night as I get to listen to life experience from those agents and difficulties they faced while they first stepped into the society.........Some of them were not supported by their parents at the beginning when they started their "journey" to be an insurance agent......Some of them appreciated helps and supports from friends or even strangers.....there was a very touching scene, everybody is crying, hugging with their '贵人' and lastly I get to know d difficulties of starting a business.....The manager was having a hard time when he started this group, by getting helps from " 贵人" he managed to continue this group and he is driving Camry now...!!! haha!!....

there is a idiom from chinese " you'll get a tree if u planted tree , you will get melon if you planted melon"
it is basically means you will success if you work hard, what you plant is what you get.........

I went to open an saving account at Bank Muamalat ( hav u guys heard of this bank????) to apply for PTPTN loan.....
My first reaction when I first step into the Bank were " WTF??? So small!!!....This is the smallest bank I ever seen!!!...." There are 3 counters, 2officer and a Customer service counter which is empty....This Bank made up from 2 shoplots and inside hav no customers...SWT!!!
I Filled Forms and Deposited RM50( normally we will hav to deposit at least RM300/RM500 into the account, but this bank only require RM50 ).... After I hand up all the applications...I waited half an hour( Mayb more than that) though I m the only customer there..!!!!....I left the Bank once I get my account book and ATM card..( I Like the ATM card, is so "good-looking" haha! )...

Recently, I m having problems with my girlfriend.....The major issue will be I m so worry to get into argument with her and we will end up breaking up......So...she is complaining that I should tell her if there are any " unhappy" on my side or someday I will just "explode" and things will get even worst....BUT , Sometimes it just became very hard to express........and a boyfriend should always show understanding and sympathy to girlfriend..isn't it??

Although I feel " unhappy" , everything will be fine and my heart will gone " soft" when I saw you, baby!!!! Maybe I define this as LOVE!!....
I Love You as in I prefer myself to endure all those unessential grumble rather than seeing you to be unhappy
I Love You as in I hope to make you always smile and happy...:)
I Love You as in I hope to spend my every single second with you..
I Love You as in I could do anything to satisfy you.....

But, things just do not always happen in a perfect way.......I m always disappointing you and causing you to "pek chek"......But Baby~~ Do believe in everything I done , I think of you first...Just that I did not do it at the right moment and with the right way....I really hope I would be more " experienced" so that to get to fullfill everything I should give you...I M SORRY!!

There will be happy and unhappy moments for a couple......I hope this problem will get thru very fast and we will be together forever~~~!!!...^^...:)

First Month~~~

Recalling back memory while I skipped class to RedBox which caused a major change in my life. Its been a Month where I m no longer Single , 14/5/2010 is the first month anniversary of my relationship with my hunney~~~

I learned and tried a lot of things in this one month time~ which I never did before for d previous 19years, such as , Driving 140km/h from Nibong Tebal to Butterworth to meet Girlfriend , holding a girl's hand in the public , bringing a girl home to meet my parents and also I went to meet her parents , etc..etc....etc..............................................................................

What I wan to say is I appreciate this relationship with you~~~Hunney~~and although we didn't do any celebration for today~~~my heart is always with you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

告别单生~~~

2010-4-14....Its d most precious moment in my life....^^ That day we was having Raffieqa Tort revision , as class going on..Min Xiang keep singing in class which make us think of to go to RedBox instead of getting in a boring class........

I invited Peck Ying , Esther& Vinc( their 2nd month anniversary)... while we were having lunch...Shungee told me this is d most " beautiful " timing which i can sing a song and propose at RedBox.... As they were having lunch..i was thinking which song was d most appropriate to be sang...^^...

While we reach Gurney~~we walked around gurney and I m pretending nothing gonna happen.....we went to find Esther and Vinc , buy movie ticket~~~~walk walk~~~~~^^

Finally, reached 3pm ( we booked rexBOx at 3pm).....as everybody there....we went into d climax of d day~~~....I keep searching 永邦~~~for so long which I felt a bit dissapointed d....at the end i found it also~~~haha...and I selected d song " 你是我最爱的女人 "....( before that...Min Xiang them selected lots of songs which make my song a bit behind.....) Suddenly everybody kept quite and Min Xiang passed d Mike to me..~~~haha...Finally, reach d...~~haha....

As i start to sing~~~( cz my singing skill nt very nice , a bit...haha) everybody keep quite~~~..and she is listening with her red tomato face~~~..haha....while chorus came~~ ( 你是我最深爱的女人，你拥有美丽的眼神~~你带给我幸福和快乐~~~) then d mood came d...haha...after I finished d song~~~~Esther pushed her to me~~and I HOLDED HER HAND~~~haha!!!!haha~!!! this PArt really Thx to Ryan~~~( cz i a bit " wood ”..)....oh yeah~~~~haha.....

P/S mayb due to my language contraint....i cant really describe d atmosphere with English~~~but time i really felt 幸福+快乐~~~haha......

THX To Those Who Helped Me that Day~~~~Really , Thank you~~~GuyS~~~


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生锈了？？还是我从来就没学会过？？

自从我懂事以来，周围的人都让我觉得爱情这个话题应该有着很“纯洁”+“美好”的感觉，虽然有些人把爱情当儿戏，然而这让我对爱情有了多一份的执著，所以我都在找一个真正可以与我白头偕老的女生，然而我一找就找了19年.....说长不长，说短不短的19年，我一直都是生活在单生的世界里，站在旁边开着那些情侣甜甜蜜蜜，卿卿我我，心里总有一份辛酸，可是我知道我寻找的爱情并不是这种看似甜蜜可是却不完整+不正经的爱情.......

在我中学的时候，我曾经喜欢上一个女生（知情的人就不必多说了）那时的她可是很多人追求的女生，而我却是一个平凡的小男孩，所以那时害羞+胆小的我就让这份感觉埋在心里随时间飞逝........
现在我读college了，是时候到外面认识女生朋友的时候，我反而不会去交涉了，就昨天，daniel叫我去问问班上新intake女生的名字，我发现我竟然控制不了之前那种对女生存在的避忌的感觉，就连一个名字我都问不到.....我心里在想: 是不是因为我习惯了躲开女生？？还是我之前太挑剔了？？还是我之前没有用到这方面的 “才能” 所以现在变得陌生了；我根本就没有这个才能？？又或许我不知道什么是爱情？？

到了我的年龄，谈峦爱也算是很平常的事情，可是我却不会怎样去追求女生，明明就有喜欢的人，可是就不敢去告白，是生锈了？？还是我打从一开始就不会？？还是因为我从来没有用过：我从来没有学会过？？？

P/S 我是不是应该重新找回这方面的感觉呢？？还是继续寻找心目中的 "天使"？？